our free tickets to velvet dragon on vesak day!!



when we were sitting along clarke quay crapping n just bumming the night away.. the night view was really bright n pretty.. just like during those SAXO times.. only now, the company was slightly different.




went clubbing in my new dress!! haha.. gerald was nice enough to come pick me up frm hm.. but was sorta upset he didn't do his planning properly which resulted in richard n santoso not turning up. darren, cheeleng n i can be labelled 'clubbing virgins' n imagine us trying out tis whole new, intimidating experience all alone?! *applause*

anyway, aft sitting around the river for long enough, we plucked up the courage to enter velvet dragon. it was pretty cool tt we were on the guest list - which means we get priority over paying patrons!! haha.. the interior of the place was pretty fascinating (dark n smoky but yet alluring at the same time.) plus, we all got free barcardis. although cheeleng n i swore to stay glued to our sofas the whole night, we eventually hit the dancefloor n it took alot to get us off it. the ambience was pretty high alright! whee~

oh ya, i met sarina, my pri 5 classmate there too.. so qiao ba?



our free drinks.. barcardi breezer, tropical peach. aft the night i got myself drunk, tis sorta beverage become chicken-feet. seriously, it tasted just like sugared water.. XD

mayb the nxt time i go, i'll be reckless enough to dance with total strangers.. something cheeleng n i intended to do with the tall guy beside us but chickened out at the last min. lol. =P supper was roti prata near NUS.. the pratas were yummy but the NUS guys who we saw were so-so only.. hehe.

sch the nxt day was a tiring affair.. aft sch still had to do cssc duty at clementi.. ultimate bore man!! anyway, wanted to go watch movie with darren but ended up at JEC just watching ppl ice-skate n witnessing how pervertic old men ogle at young girls. yucks! we also got to see jess n frens there too.. cool hur? then randomly, darren n i decided to head to changi beach to chat till we both had to cab hm. lol.

anyway, my chat with darren made someone jealous. someone who had absolutely no right to be..

on the 2nd of june, xq n i went to study at marina sq's mac before visiting zest at suntec's PC show. i dunno how i survived all tis while w/o getting to see him but tt day was the first time i laid my eyes on him in exactly a mth.. n of all dates, it had to be our supposed 8th mth. anyway, i managed to stop tearing n smile in his presence. i even managed to ans his qn in my usual chirpy voice (i hope). though i couldn't bear to establish eye contact with him, the zest tt stood in front of me was every bit the guy i fell for n he still had the ability to make me trip all over him. haiz.. i'm hopeless.

i didn't noe xuanqi was working for mc2 too.. n honestly, when she told me he was their top seller, i couldn't help feeling damn bloody proud. i mean, i hv known all along tt he has gd persuasive power.. he practised a large amt of it trying to please me i guess. haha. wat can i say? i was a fairly demanding gf. =X

still, i managed to not cry in front of him. but being so near yet so far frm him resulted in me running away before i had the chance to say "gd bye".. i didn't even hv time to pull xq along with me. sorry dear, i noe i shocked u. i promised to take it easy but it was so hard. i really tried.. i swear.

but dear being the dearie as usual, knew exactly wat it took to lift my spirits. we watched Shrek 3 n indulged to our heart's content at new york new york!



us in our cozy, little booth.. the waiter tried to be funny n said tt tis booth has an additonal 10% surcharge n i stupidly believed!!! bahx.



a happy joy again..



my oreo cheesecake!! the best sucky-mood-lifter! hehe.



xq with her root beer float n apple-flavoured cotton candy..



i lurve my fairy god mama!

aft a massive pigging-out session, we met santoso n headed hm sweet hm..

sunday is family day! went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End with them. daddy got me a scoop of ben n jerry's which totally brightened my day. =) however, they hv ceased production for the flavour dublin mudslide - the first ice cream zest n i shared. tt part got me a little upset. oh wells, all gd things muz come to an end.

even in the movie, the love birds didn't get their happily ever after. =( there was a part i can still rmbr vividly.. "our destinies were entwined but nv joined."
perhaps, just perhaps.........



spent a bomb again. tis time on cosmetic bling-blings. one consolation, i can charge it to mommy. haha. =P

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also, i hv decided to end my fling with adrian (the 'someone' i mentioned earlier). 3 fights in 5 days hv made me realise tt he doesn't mean anything to me. mayb xq is right.. i need to go out with ppl to discover wat i really wan.